So sweet yet so toxic,
Slowly making you nauseous, killing you slowly
Its very enchanting, dreamy only to drown you
Blinds you as it takes control over you losing sight over everything
Manipulates you as it has the power as it strains you from yourself
Its like a magnet pulling you to the dark leaving you to be destroyed
Its seems to have no harm as it stings you like a snake leaving you lifeless.
Questions roam across the head
No answers seems to arrive as mind is just plain
Resulting to the body feeling restless, helpless
Mind seems to wander away to a blank space.
Heart stung by the truth left in shock of the unexpected
Came as a giant wave as it left a big blow on the face
What was thought to be known turns out to be assumption
Questions seems to arise on easily being blinded,
Denial still contemplating as being caught by surprise,
Nothing seems to make sense as it doesn’t add up.
Different perceptions, views on how to it should be defined
Left and right every corner judgments seems to be made
Basic assumptions with no evidence, words spoken without facts,
Outlook influenced by the crowds with the lies with no truth of the matter,
Affecting the possibility of a good outcome because of the misconceptions on what is perceived to be true
Avoidance on what is importance is ignored, ends up regrets on what would have been accomplished
Repression seeing to be the best medicine,
Avoidance seems to be the main highlight,
Distractions to avoid the obstacles,
Double standard seems to apply to see life as an adventure
It all looks easy but its not it is hard as a shell
It is a never ending journey filled with a maze with no exit,
No matter what looks on the outside the inside is always a mystery.
Chapters revisited, what was forbidden is now exposed in the light
Secrets that were buried underneath seemed to unfold the truth that was kept in the dark
All the misconceptions, judgments, conspiracies now seems to make no sense
As illusions created in the beauty of the eyes seemed to be enlightened
The outside is way overrated as the inside is not very much paid attention
What one may see is delusion as the reality opens the eyes,
The brightness seems to fade as the light is enlightened.
Passed through turbulence and strong currents
Wind shaking stoping the boat to reach at the dry land
Obstacles always came through the way on the middle of happiness
The obvious was blinded by denial all to be realised when its too late
Always contemplating, rethinking decisions on what would have happened
All of that is washed away to be decomposed and start afresh
In a good place with no regrets having a reinvention and moving on.