Inside Scope

 

My life ain’t all rainbows, hope keeps me up to my toes

Pain, heartbreaks and struggles I unfold it all through words ,as sometimes smiles ain’t enough

My dreams that hasn’t yet come to life 

In my heart I know they will be fulfilled in no time

There are days of sadness, happiness but all those days mould me and teach me a valuable lesson

Who I am, is one who stays true to her truth, unfiltered and strives to aim higher

Life has a funny way of turning things around and I am just here to enjoy the ride living every moment.

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Body Shaming

 (“Not Good Enough” they say)

Looking at the word itself body shaming already has a negative aspect in it. Bashing someone degrading them making them feel like they are worthless. I have been a victim myself a secret I have held for so long. When I first joined high school my body was made a mockery. I was mocked on the way I looked as they said I looked like a man. Hence to me having tears running every single second I stepped foot in the school. It was a difficult period especially since I was in a new country but I got through it. It rose my level of confidence it made me strong. I have been body shamed by my peers when I was in high school but also by own parents sadly. My parents would always tell me to loose weight because thats not the body I should have. Those words hit a nerve as when someone else say it and the people who gave birth to you tell it to you it feels like bullets piercing your skin. My parents words have affected me the most than my fellow peers. As it brought me dark thoughts. Though as the days went by every single second in a weird way I check myself out as I repeat the words in front of the mirror “ Damn you are beautiful”, “ Your body is amazing” and “ You are an amazing creation”

Do the words ever stop no they never don’t but all you have to do is be comfortable under your skin. Writing this article took a lot of courage as I was inspired by Little Mix song “Strip”. Loving yourself no matter what size you are or colour. Body shaming is one of the biggest mockery people have to endure in this world that we are living in. It is sad how people alter other people’s mind on how they should be present as. Making them cry, pushing them to their limits so that we can have a laugh and feel better. 

I don’t think anyone should define what your beauty should be like. Beauty comes from within and the outside. No one should make you feel less about your body. No one should degrade anyone’s body but appreciate their beauty. One thing I tell anyone even my own parents when they throw me their comments. I t doesn’t matter what you think about my body. My body is for me, myself and I and as long I am comfortable and I love how my body is your comments don’t faze me. Learn to be unfazed by the comments and lift your heart with positive spirits.

Your Story

Your story can never be defined

No matter how many versions they try to display

You are the only one who can tell it, cause you live it,you breathe it

Don’t give anyone power or leverage against you not to tell

Because you are the only one who can voice it

There may be eyes watching your next step

Watching your every move trying to make you stand down

Don’t be one to fall but one to rise

Don’t be one to be silent but one to speak out

Don’t let anyone tell your story

As you may never know what power it may hold.

Revival

Revived from a shattered spirit to being the bold type

Revived from pain to surviving  the struggles

Revived from the bottom to the peak of the ladder

Revived from the storm and the turbulences to peace and calm

Revived from all the whispers to voicing and standing out

Revived from the horrendous experience aiming in accomplishing my ambitions

Revived from hatred as i deflected their bullets that were thrown at my direction

Revived and reborn not allowing the past to take a toil on me as I reinvent  myself

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They saw me hurting as they mocked my pain,

They took my emotions as a weakness as they showered me with hatred

They took my love for pleasure for their own agendas

They branded me with their misconceptions and judgment

Sharing my fair share of struggle they treaded it lightly

Then again they never took anything seriously

They dismissed me as they kept me on the sidelines

They took my silence as they used their words to overturn the story.

Got anything you are peeved about 😅😅

Everyone got things they are peeved about so don’t lie and say you ain’t got none, lies 😅

No matter how much you try to be as cool as a cucumber. Even if you try being all calm and collected there are some things just makes you spit fire like a dragon😅😅

One of the things that peeves me are animals. Sorry animal lovers.

Weird but yeah ohh well thats me. I just don’t like them near me or even look at me😅😅

Animals are on the top of my list

Second is when i feel my voice isn’t right

I can literally not sleep, or eat because i know if it ain’t right then i can’t sing and that irritates me that i cant even think straight.

Anyways things we get peeved about tests our patience and how we handle ourselves in those situations

Sometimes we might blow or be cool

It all starts with you and how you react when you get peeved

So are you one who ends up burning in flaming fire that people need to cool you off with some water😅😅

Or are you one to be cool and brush it off💁🏽💁🏽💁🏽

Comment down below on what get’s you peeved.