Ignored my heart and went by your wishes
Always dismissed as I tried to speak my mind
Neglecting my needs as I do what you please
Underestimated look down upon and walked over
My head bowed down and followed as I never uttered a single word
Obliged went along through it all enduring the pain every second
How long I thought as my body, mind and soul couldn’t take it no more
Overcame my fear, took charge and stood up
Being passive and obliging to taking charge and control
As I was now in command voicing my thoughts, pushing forward towards change.
Am just gonna be straight up✋😂😂. Some of us have been contradicting ourselves becoming people pleasers instead of being real.
We have lost sight on who we are and have become the alternate versions of ourselves.
Am not gonna lie to you. At some point in my life i thought doing what people want would make my life happy and easier but that was not the case it was miserable. I started falling apart slowly by slowly and started later onwards rebuilding myself. As I rediscovered myself it was exciting and the journey was a revelation for me and its still is.
Ask yourself who are you outside of the crowd?
You not being real and being fake is going to catch up to you when things go south. So ask yourself what are you going to do then?
Being real can be seen as weakness but one may not know there is power and strength in it.
Being swayed and being fake will lead to your downfall. So if you are not being real who is it that the people dealing with, your alternate ego😂😂.
We lie and not being real. We don’t embrace ourselves afraid of what the world would think
But have you stopped yourself and thought of just being true to yourself and life will be so much simpler
Let us not aim to be perfect and be real,
So stop living double standards and keep it💯.
Am a puzzle a maze as some may call it
Am not open am private
They cant see the unseen as their eyes are blinded,
Am full of surprises, very unpredictable,
The human’s eye can’t capture the answer
Only one knows the answers as is different from all the others
Others think they know it all,
Little do they know there is one who knows it all
I see beauty on my scars as they reflect me being a fighter
I see beauty on the unseen because its real rather than the seen,
Brokenness can be seen as a weakness,
I see the beauty in it creating a beautiful masterpiece of art
My body is a reflection of beauty being unique on its own being,
I see the beauty in my imperfections and mistakes because am only human,
As I see beauty being unapologetically myself with my bundles of emotions.
I go an extra mile but its never enough
I weep and cry but its never bothers your mind
I give you everything that I have got but it never softens your heart,
Trying to be patient but all I get is anger and bitterness,
Trying to talk but all I receive is fingers pointed at my direction,
Why do you always do me wrong when it can be solved?
I pour my heart out of my sleeve but its never enough,
I try to be human but all I receive is a heart of steel,
So will I ever be good enough in your eyes and are you even human?
Words are very powerful they can motivate or destroy. One thing that aggravates me with rage and anger is the after effects a person experiences based on the words used
Think about it when you trash talk someone and downgrade them
How do they feel happy, angry,sad? Do you ever take a step back and wander or do you leave knowing everything is okay
I have experienced my own fair share of words good and bad. I have seen people insecure, breaking down cause of words until it reaches the breaking point the heart can’t take no more
Our voices have power, power to use our words wisely to motivate and inspire. Be careful on what you speak, choose your words wisely
Be able to articulate your voice
But, remember words can affect others negatively or positively
Positively it can motivate
Negatively it can damage a person making them not feel whole again.